Have these thoughts ever crossed your mind: “Does God even know I am here?” “Does He care about me, little me?”
The great news is that He does know and He cares … all about you…all about me. And I am not little in His mind. I am His. That is what matters. I am so very grateful. I love the Lord and cling to Him even closer right now in these days of grief.
Scripture is so reassuring. I read Joshua 1:9 often.
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
Such an encouraging word to my heart, my whole being.
I read Isaiah 54:5 every morning since losing my earthly husband on June 7th:
For your Maker is your husband,
the LORD of hosts is His name;
and the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer,
the God of the whole earth He is called.
I am a widow on earth but have a Husband to provide for, love, support me in all ways. Amen.
So when I question God, which I do, He reminds me that He knows everything that I am going through, everything that I need, everything about me. I cling to Jeremiah 29:11 for this verse draws me close to the One Who has a plan for my life, whatever time remains for me here. I want to be obedient for this period of life. I want to carry whatever cross I have to bear with the dignity that will be an open door to others in following Christ. I want others to see Christ in me so they see Him first. Jesus is such a beautiful gift to me and I desire that others will have this gift too. Use me, Lord, for Your glory.
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. ESV
a texture, machine, or (abstractly) intention, plan (whether bad, a plot; or good, advice):—cunning (work), curious work, device(-sed), imagination, invented, means, purpose, thought
‘For I know the plans that I have for you,’ declares the LORD, ‘plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.’ NASB
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” NIV
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. KJV
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of shalom, and not of evil, to give you hope in your latter end. HNV
The plan God has for me is the perfect plan for the life I am to live. I do not know exactly what that looks like right now, but I do know that He has one. He had this plan from before the very beginning of my life. Psalm 139 speaks so clearly of this beautiful promise:
2 You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
You discern my thoughts from afar.
3 You search out my path and my lying down
and are acquainted with all my ways.
4 Even before a word is on my tongue,
behold, O Lord, You know it altogether.
5 You hem me in, behind and before,
and lay Your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;
it is high; I cannot attain it.
Or where shall I flee from Your presence?
8 If I ascend to heaven, You are there!
If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there!
9 If I take the wings of the morning
and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
10 even there Your hand shall lead me,
and Your right hand shall hold me.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness shall cover me,
and the light about me be night,”
12 even the darkness is not dark to You;
the night is bright as the day,
for darkness is as light with You.
13 For You formed my inward parts;
You knitted me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
my soul knows it very well.
15 My frame was not hidden from You,
when I was being made in secret,
intricately woven in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed substance;
the days that were formed for me,
when as yet there was none of them.
How vast is the sum of them!
18 If I would count them, they are more than the sand.
I awake, and I am still with You….23 Search me, O God, and know my heart!
Try me and know my thoughts!
24 And see if there be any grievous way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting! Psalm 139:1-18, 23-24 I praise You, Father, from morning until night. You are my God and know me perfectly. I ask Your forgiveness for the many times I have failed You. I repent from the ways that are not, were not, in Your plan. You guide me. You change me. You love me always. I ask You to walk ever closer to me, guarding my heart, guiding my steps. I praise You, Lord. In Christ, I lost the old Linda and was born anew. In You, I have life. I pray in the Holy Name of Jesus. Amen. I am forever…